Pretty GirlI'm pretty, right?
No?Well, let me eat lessAnd tan more,Burn my hair to make it straightAnd spend all my money on clothes.[Am I pretty now?]
three months to livemaybe less(maybe more)hope has gone with the geese - southward(good thing I'm flying with them)faith has left the building(but you haven't)love is all we have(and that'll be enough)
WishesI wish on stop signsAnd kisses,Warm blanketsAnd coffee.[Because stars always have been a bit overrated]
28"If you close your eyes," she told me, "stairs become cliffs and puddles turn into oceans."So I did. I closed my eyes and the world became brighter. With her I would cliff dive and swim to new lands, find Atlantis and the Center of the Earth in the same day. We would have picnics by the Amazon river and watch the sunrise in Australia, and I would dread going to sleep, because that's when I'd finally have to open my eyes, and whenever I did, I'd be in Reality and she wouldn't be there.
Paper ScrapsI write on fairy wingsAnd soap bubblesBecause paperIs too fragile.
Mona LisaMaybe she was thinking of you.
Writing is for the WeakIf I could, I'd writeUs a love poem.It would be full ofDoves and silence,Picnics and laughter,Sunshine and ashes,And other suchBeautiful things.But my fingersAre broken, my dear,And the words areCaught in my mouth,So I have nothingTo give to youBut my heart,A rose,And beat-up tennis shoes.
MoonI can't imagine that kind of emptiness.
SailingShe sailed on the milky way,On a boat made of stardust.Planets danced around herTwirling and jumping.Her mind was far awayIn the clouds of heaven.And somewhere on EarthSomeone called,"Come home, come home."
already gone.I'll have you know I'm screaming your name in my sleepbecause the world is empty and cold without you.I've always promised youthat I'd die realbecause the truth hurtsand lies never heal,but your heart has always been broken.We always try to screamuntil we can't breathe,but whenever you ran awayI always tell youyour heart would always bring you home.(You always try to breathe but there's never no air. There's no air, there never is anyone to love you.)I promise you your heart is not yet dead.Please do not say it is. If it was dead,it wouldn't hurt this much.Your heart must only be sleeping.I know you're broken,but I promise you that the world will never lose its beautyas long as you're in it.
Missing YouMissing youIt hurts me beyond beliefI cry at night,sleep my only reliefAnd the worst part is that overshadowing my griefIs guiltYou loved me unquestioninglySo loyallyThere whenever I needed youWhere was I when you needed me?I was slamming the door in your faceSaying I don't want youAnd now you're gone and I NEED youI can never make it up to you but if I couldI wouldDo anything to bring you backRealization of what I hadComes too late
I still love youThough you may have broken my heart,I still love you.Though you may have hurt me,I still love you.Though I'm angry with you,I still love you.With all of my heart.To me, you're perfect in every way.Your angelic voiceYour caring natureYour gorgeous blue eyesYour sensitivityYour funny dispositionYour helpfulnessYour scentYour touchThe way you loved and cared for meYou're amazing.And yes I am suffering without you,But it was worth it just to be with you.You silly foolish boy,I still love you.
his ashesshe keeps his ashesin her kitchen cabinet,in a heavy urnthat she holds sometimes.maybe it is her wayof being close to him,still.she lives alonenow that he's gone.the house feelstoo emptywith only her there.she is withering awayslowlywithout him.she's barely a fragmentof who she was,now that he's gone.she has no reason to live,she says.he was her life,and without him (or his doctor appointments, or his medications, or his chemotherapy)she has nothing to doand no where to go.she sleeps more nowand has less energywhen she wakes, alone.she has no one to talk to.the last few yearshe became her life;she had little time,or will,to make new friends.but now that he'sgoneshe has no one.all alone in her big house.I think shespends her daystalking to his ashes,up in the kitchen cabinet;holding one-sidedconversationswith his heavy urn,so she can feelclose to the man sheloves.
Thinking with my heart.I'm so far away from you,I know I'm sitting right beside you,holding hands and smiling (empty smiles)but I'm so immerse in my paranoid thoughts,so far away to wherever I'm physically sitting,that earth just sounds like a metaphor.And a lame one if I may add. You only know what you got when you lose it. Do you have to lose meto tell me all the things I want to hear?I'm a hopeless romantic and honey,I know I claim I ain't got a fear,but my biggest fear is losing you,and I'm afraid that's a prophecy you wrotefor us both the moment you said "when" instead of "if"You see how important words are?You change one and my whole world crumbles down.There's nothing we can do about it.But it's okay, because apparently I am addicted to this,to all these pain and insecurities.I am addicted to this "Shoot me, I beg you" kind of feeling.And does it even matter,if my heart whispers stay andmy self-destructive instinct screams leave?And my head has nev
FadeKeep the boxBy your sideThat holds all thingsWhich I wrote you,Gave to you,Told you.Because if you forget,I will melt away.And I will become nothing.Just as I wasBefore you.I've dug myself into a wholeI cannot get out of.I've flown myselfToo high;I cannot see the ground.No safety.No life.No light.No love.No hope.No heart.As I fade away,You'll reach out your hand,Or walk away.But it will be too late.You'll find someone elseTo replace me.What did I doTo deserve being forgotten?I stayed up with you,I held you,I comforted you.I LOVED you.And I still do!You can hold on.I know you can.Don't dismiss meAs another one of your hobbies.I thought I meant moreTo you than that.I thought you said I was special.That I was the one.Now you're telling me you lied?I'll fade away,Into a swirling bliss.Just be happy with another.And think of me when you're old,Thinking of regrets.Think of my love,And KNOW that everythingIs real to me.You can still reclaim
Love-DeathThere is no life after you...I'd be heartlessand souless.Both, I gave to you.And with both,I'll sweep up the pieces,and put it in a bagfor you.Because,whole or not,they're rightfully yours.
Heart BrokenYou broke my heartBut you said we'll never be apartThe flowers you gave me begin to bloomEven though our love faced it's doomI see you at schoolBut you try to act coolYou look awayWhen I have something to sayI still love youWhy don't we start anew?
LonlinessMy heart is empty,There's a hollow in my soul,Never to be filled.
Love and DeathShe liked her,He liked him.They were fine with it,And all lived happily ever after.Because that's how it goes, right?They sneered at her,They laughed at him,They killed them both,And they all lived happily ever after.Because that's how it goes, right?