KissWhy can't that be me?
FamousIf I become a famous poet,I won't be remembered.[But you will be]
Give UpShe wanted a freeze button, a pause button, a wait-and-come-back-later button.But such a button did not exist, so she settled for the next best thing.A stop button, a quit button, a give up button.And when she pressed it, her life snapped off, and that was the end of the 21st Century girl.
Pretty GirlI'm pretty, right?
No?Well, let me eat lessAnd tan more,Burn my hair to make it straightAnd spend all my money on clothes.[Am I pretty now?]
SleepingDreams always are a bit bittersweet.[Especially when I wake up alone]
LightOnce upon a timeI traveled through the tunnelInto the lightJust to see what was there.And what I foundWas a dim little lamp.
BloodShe wrote in bloodAnd painted with tears.
HugOne more hug
That's all I want for Christmas.
MoonI can't imagine that kind of emptiness.
Born To Walk AwayIt's so hard to take inEverything, with no time to reactYou've got me suffocating hereWith this wall to my backI can't move, I can't breathe(Nothing left here for me)So when you're here alone thinkingWhere the hell was I atI'll be over here reachingFor this knife in my backI can't feel as I bleed(Nothing left here for me)And I'll cry as I pleadYou don't have to leaveWhy can't you just stayBut no-You were born to walk away...
PretendingHe holds my heart with claws.Within that hold my heart rips,And I feel trapped.To please him is far out of my reach,Even though I dance like a fool for him.He just is just locked up inside,With a distant look on his features,Not even noticing me.Leaving me in the cold,I try to stay strong, but my happiness is fading.I finally found warmth,Then he took it away,With his bitter cold touch.My beliefs are within his lies,That my secrets are safe with him, and he would rid my fears.Only to hid his.I will pretend that his lies are true,Because the memories of the past is my poison,That I am killing myself with.And now my trapped heart is bleeding tears.
80. WordsPeople don't realize how important it is to think before they speak.With the simplest phrases,You can tear down a man,Or build him up.
6. Break AwayFashionSexMoneyFameI need to be a size zero.I must always wear makeup.I need to date a guy with the perfect body.I need to be perfect in order to gain acceptance.I need to be perfect.The lies of this world are daunting.Images,Words,Feelings-LiesThere is no such thing as perfect.And yet everyone wants you to believe,That in order to be accepted,In order to be loved,In order to exist,You must be this way.I am here to tell you,It is all bullshit.You don't have to be a certain way to be loved,Accepted,To exist.All you have to do-Is be you.You don't have to be a certain size,Date a certain person,Act a certain way,Dress a certain way.Be who you are.Take pride in your size.Take pride in your significant other,Even if the world convinces you otherwise.Take pride in your personality.Take pride in your attire.Take pride in yourself!I am 21,I weigh 120 pounds,I am 5'6,I have piercings and tattoos,
I Never Stole a Traffic ConeThere has always been a silver lining.It's tarnishedBut if you melt it downandShape it into a bullet,It will still kill a werewolf.Not all dogs chase cars.Weeds don't know they are killing the PetuniasEven monsters dieThe only difference is that they don't get flowers and nobody wants what they leave behind.Things could be a lot worse.Eight black balloonsThe last Raven featherA gray hair floating in your tomato bisque.Knowing that blood tastes like dimes.I still believe that there is good left in our world.Orange things make me laugh.I knew a girl who thought that ghosts onlyhaunted mansions inNew England.
BlurDo you love me?Do you not?Must I wonder 'till I rot?If you do, you won't regretAnd if you tell me, I won't forget.
SpiritsIn this room the dead still gatherObtrusive in a reflection I can only seeThey mock my seclusion every hourForever haunting each gray dreamWhen the clock strikes witching hourAwaken I am by disdainful laughterCursing them back to Hell's black fireYet they stay, forever faithful to their masterAgain the sun ascends, vigilant at its postThe darkest hour sneaks inside the daySitting, always staring, is an ill begotten ghostSipping from a bottle of my finely aged shameRunning, always fleeing, I am hunted like a prizeCraving still the essence of a tainted, tattered soulFeeding off my spirit even right before my eyesHear me puzzle master; I am one piece short of whole
Quick and DirtyMy life story:I regret nothing.
Come BackThe small words we do communicate is not enoughTo turn my heart right side up againThe words spoken are more than heartless, there..Pitiless...Your heart has turned stone-cold..The touch of my hand doesn't quiet you..What have I done to deserve this bitternessYou lost your soft sweet toneAll I have left of you is your faceIf that goes..My heart won't know what to doMy memories will over-fill with you...Of the times we were so innocent..So new to the world..To do great things that turn into lovePlease come back to full fill my heartWhich was always yours, first
You in my lifeYour love is my life,My essence, everything,But you go awayWhen I need you the most.Your love is like the wind,The air that I breath.I need to go forward,With you in my life.Giving me strength,And the will to smile.
Lost Without You ...NotVerse 1 I reallywant toShow I care, Tell you I'm there.I trulyWant you Near my dear,Come here, come here,Pre-Chorus 1'Cause I've beenWaitingFor so long and I,Can't,Wait here any longer,pretend I'm any stronger,these nights they feel so lonely,without you here right next to me,So Please, Please, PLEASECHORUS Stay by my side,and dry all these tears,the ones that I cried,for you, my dear.I've lost all my pride,You have no idea,how long that I've tried,to survive all these years.I'm begging you,to show me the way,I'm Lost Without You Verse 2 I have Recently,been Doing Well,Just thought I'd tell.I think I've Finally,broken free, of your Spell.Pre-Chorus 2 So I willno longer saythat I can't find my way,'Cause I've,Made myself much Stronger,This world is mine to Conquer,I won't be left behind,I'll make my Own Happy ever After.ChorusI'll open my eyes,and d
Everything BetterWhen waters flowProblems wash wayThe stream will clearThe blood disappearEverything passesEverything will be okay.
Broken HeartClosing my eyesI see you goLetting dieMy poor little soulOpening my eyesI see you leavingA broken heartBleeding for youA life without youIs the futureChosen for meBut my broken heartSays another thing
Hello, buried thoughts.It's weird...I've always been that girl, you know? That girl who is the "one of these things is not like the other" kid of the group; I was the uncoordinated girl amongst skater guys. I was the emo amongst preps. I was the sophisticated amongst the naive. I was the socially weird amongst the socially normal. I was the unattractive amongst the beautiful.I was used to that, though. I learned how to blend in to the backdrop of society, and stand there with such awkward composure, a smile branded on my face. I always got the least amount of attention than everyone else around me, and I was okay with it as I silently hid my envy and insecurity. I accepted my outer flaws and proceeded to build up my personality, hoping it would break through the awkward looking shell of the person I was.And I always wondered, "Well, did it?"But now I tell myself, "It wouldn't have mattered, anyway."Our Society doesn't work like that...Hello, buried thoughts. Welcome back. But, tell me...who unburied
Bones and Barbie Dolls Hollow souls spout twisted bile over airwaves: "Starvation is the latest trend".
MeI lose myself in music and memories,Wondering if this is all there is.I meander along downtown sidewalksWindow-shopping, hoping to buy some meaning.[Because maybe, maybe I want to feel something]