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i've never been a good actress. my greatest theatrical performance was playing egg number two in the first grade production of old mcdonald had a farm. i've landed roles here and there since, but for years i was sure that would be the pinnacle of my nonexistent acting career. all that was required of me was to bob up and down in time to the music, singing about chickens, eggs, and other things i didn't give a shit about. it was gloriously easy and nothing would ever top the attention i got afterwards.
up until three days ago, that is.
i got in a fight with her and she spat out the d word so often that it was almost as if she was shooting darts. in the center of the dartboard was myself, of course. and though i never let on, each toss resulted in a bulls-eye. my name and the word drama were always paired together, she said (though she phrased it in a way far less poetic than that). and of course anything i said could and would be used against me to fuel the fire. she claimed i made people miserable by merely existing, for i turned everything into a knock-down drag-out.
i told her i wanted attention any way i could get it. in response, she told me i was a bad person. and who was i to argue? i was the antagonist of the play, the girl who ruined people's lives. i comforted myself by saying at least i was the center of attention. and when i performed my monologue, i laid out the details of my evil plans to destroy everyone around me. the greatest part was that i felt gleeful as i did so, and this most certainly signaled i was performing my part spectacularly.
but was i really acting?
up until three days ago, that is.
i got in a fight with her and she spat out the d word so often that it was almost as if she was shooting darts. in the center of the dartboard was myself, of course. and though i never let on, each toss resulted in a bulls-eye. my name and the word drama were always paired together, she said (though she phrased it in a way far less poetic than that). and of course anything i said could and would be used against me to fuel the fire. she claimed i made people miserable by merely existing, for i turned everything into a knock-down drag-out.
i told her i wanted attention any way i could get it. in response, she told me i was a bad person. and who was i to argue? i was the antagonist of the play, the girl who ruined people's lives. i comforted myself by saying at least i was the center of attention. and when i performed my monologue, i laid out the details of my evil plans to destroy everyone around me. the greatest part was that i felt gleeful as i did so, and this most certainly signaled i was performing my part spectacularly.
but was i really acting?
Literature
BLOOD AND POETRY
An alphabet of blood trails my pen as
it dips into the inkwell of my mind,
bleeding prettily onto paper bleached
by the milk the thirsty Night drinks-
until the blood from my pen scribbles
a rhythm out of sync-to the Inspiration
that ignites the pages I tear free from
my mind's literary spine, Creativity is
the only Passion I know, singing somewhere
between the sick and healthy veins that
fight to claim my life, but Sanity is
an illusion and Insanity is the only
reality I know, so I will continue to
follow the thread of Stars, and open
my eyes even wider so they will continue
to fall into me, their frozen lives will
melt away
Literature
Torture
Drip.
That smell, so familiar to my sensitive nose, so taunting and tempting at the same time. The first and tiniest drop of that crimson liquid might as well have me insane already. I want it, but it's on my forehead and I can't reach it.
Drip.
My wrists are bound above my head, my ankles tied to the board as well; No way in hell I could possibly reach that liquid.
Drip.
Maybe this is Hell?
Drip.
It sure feels like it.
Drip.
Whoever thought of this device was a bastard.
Drip.
The smell is filling up my nostrils and I can barely take it. The drops of blood are so warm and inviting on my head.
Drip.
I wish I could extend my tongue
Literature
Blood on My Hands
Your eyes meet mine
As we stand beneath the stars.
Your emerald eyes,
That hold trust and love.
My sapphire eyes,
That hold sadness and ruin.
Your eyes meet mine
But it's for the last time.
Because I have betrayed you.
I have stabbed you in the side.
So why?
Why do you continue
To look at me with such
Love
Compassion
Hope
Trust
And such pure passion
In your eyes
When I have not returned it to you?
There's blood on my hands
And it's yours.
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